Letting Myself Slip

I’m sorry.

I’m happy. As far as I can tell, I’m in a mutually loving relationship. I look around me, I see people falling, hitting rock bottom. I so desperately want to help, but I feel so useless.

I feel my facade cracking.

I feel myself cracking.

I try to be strong, but I’m falling. But I’m losing my grip. I need to be stronger. I can’t let myself be weak.

I CANNOT LET MYSELF BE WEAK.

I’m sorry if I’m scaring you… I didn’t mean it.

You know what? Never mind. You don’t need this kind of negativity in your life. Go enjoy the rest of your Memorial Day. I’ll be fine.

See you guys soon!

~ Tentative Visionary