A few nights ago, I almost harmed myself.
I had to find ways to keep myself busy, so I wouldn’t grab a sharp object. So I wouldn’t do it.
There are five words I keep in my mind when I get like this: Disbelief, fear, anxiety, pain, tears. These words are how people would react if I were to self-harm.
So instead, I decorated my forearm with tally marks and drew a picture. Don’t worry, though. I’m alright.
See you guys next time!