Someday, I’ll Show Her…

Someday, I’ll show her

How much I love her,

How much I care for her,

And how much I admire her.

Someday, I’ll show her

How much I want her,

How much I need her,

And how much I long for her.

Someday, I’ll show her

How all the little things,

Like the sparkles in her eyes

Or the freckles by her ear,

How she greets me

Every morning and night, 

And how she lights up when she sees me,

How they mean so much to me.

Someday, I’ll show her

That even when she’s angry,

Or she’s depressed or anxious,

That I’ll still be by her side.

Someday, I’ll show her

That even when she’s crying,

Or when she’s being silly,

That she’s still as beautiful as always.

Maybe not today, and maybe not tomorrow…

But someday, I will show her.

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I almost slipped.

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A few nights ago, I almost harmed myself.

I had to find ways to keep myself busy, so I wouldn’t grab a sharp object. So I wouldn’t do it.

There are five words I keep in my mind when I get like this: Disbelief, fear, anxiety, pain, tears. These words are how people would react if I were to self-harm.

So instead, I decorated my forearm with tally marks and drew a picture. Don’t worry, though. I’m alright.

See you guys next time!

~Tentative Visionary

 

My Love

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Peter Pan is the sun, the moon and the stars” ~Tiger Lily (Peter Pan)

She means everything to me.

My love, she makes me feel like I could take on the world with only her by my side.

She makes me feel invincible.

She really is my sun, my moon, and my stars.

What’s crazy is that she doesn’t see just how amazing she is.

She thinks so little of herself, and it blows my mind.

I hope that someday she can see how beautiful she truly is.

See you guys next time!

~ Tentative Visionary

Heathers

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What? I’m actually following through on something? Impressive, right?

This is from the song Dead Girl Walking from Heathers: The Musical. Of course, it’s my favorite song on the soundtrack. If you haven’t listened to the soundtrack, I highly recommend it.

You can listen to it here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLA0B_ne4hZEY_HJiTypgqKtArvzcT2Ucq

See you guys next time!

~Tentative Visionary